lazy sunday...

Was at the pictures the day before catching New Moon with Pris.
Treated that as the last break before my Tests.

When it was his first scene, everyone in the theatre took a deep breathed.
You could literally heard sound coming out from all the filled seats.
'Woahh' I thought.
I felt everyone spent 10bucks to appreciate that human body.
Taylor Lautner's HOT no doubt.
Even my eyes got lost in his rocky contours.
Haha.

~~~

Today saw me wasting time.
Wanted to get up for a morning jog but my eyelids betrayed me.
Spent the whole noon studying half-heartedly.
Heez...Did a recording of the New Moon theme, The Meadow, on piano.
It turned out better than I thought.

Lifted some weights and did some push-ups to burn fats.
Then headed off to a KFC dinner.
Haha...today just seems so weird and off-balance.

Finished 'Please Don't Make Me Go'. Book borrowed from Pris.
It was a nice book to keep me occupied.
About the author's childhood, John Fenton.
How he grew up in a world of violence and how violence taught him to live.
Somehow a reminder that, no matter what we met in life, learn and move on.
And most importantly, do the things your heart asks you to.

*snores*

I am going to ply my lids open for a morning jog tomorrow.

mug mug mug...

Term Tests are here once again.
Wonder why time flies when you're in Poly.

Well, here comes the mugging...
Four papers back to back.
And 24hour camp straight after that.
Gosh...wish me luck.

I'm gonna need redbulls

when keys healed nothing.

Yup, when keys don't even heal anymore...
I wonder what gotten into me today.
Had dinner with Pris' Mum, Pris, Bro and Sharon at Han's.


The poor services got to my nerves at the start.
Felt kinda left out from the conversation that was going on, but i thought nothing about it.
I wasn't a very socialable or talkative person in the beginning.

Like a young child not knowing who his parents are, mixed feelings.
Fear, anger, lonely, sad.


Before Pris' Mum came, I was getting Pris a ring.
I was glad when she was elated to slip it into her finger.


When Mummy came, the atmosphere changed.
Like a turtle wanting to stay inside it's shell, I felt weird.
I've met her on numerous times and most times things were normal.
But not today.


Felt as if I was coped up in my own world.
Even till the night, after finally finishing the bloody BCM report,
I still feel that tightness in my chest.
Why didn't I get the comfort that I needed.
It hurts yet again.


Or was it just me?
All through the night, it felt that only sad music was played.
Looking at my piano, I decided to sink the keys.
Yet, I felt deaf.

Dad bought a new bike.
So I can cycle again and sent you home if you want me to.

'Was it just me?' I thought.
Maybe it is...

Felt like tearing,
so I did..

another year.

Happy 47th Birthday Dad!
Ate two slices of his cake in the morning.
Can't sing his B'day song as of death in family
(Sobs...I miss Ah Gong)
Then gave him an Ashworth Polo and a hug. =)

The whole family when to Manpuku at Tampines 1 for lunch.
The food's G-R-E-A-T i'll say.
We ordered a spread!
and yes,
I've fallen in love with their food.
(esp their ala carte, BRAVOOOO!)
=)

~~~

Tomorrow is my newborn cousin's first month.
and there's a buffet. =)
But I got work at the same time.
Hopefully everything turns out well i guess.

Arghhhhh...get off meeeee!

=)

short post

Went on date with Pris to town.
Sneaked up on her when she camwhored.
=P

*end*

my mind forced me to summarize the post. Tired...

Life.

What is Life?
I remembered I always had that question hanging in my mind when I was a child.
I fasinates me. And I can recounted I was in fear when I realised part of the answer.
I found out the ugly side of Life. About the end of the world and what's beyond.

I remembered I filled up a notebook full of Life quotes which came from my mind.
That note is filled with a fraction of my Life. Mostly unhappy and ugly memories.

"Humans won't see light until regrets set in..."

"Exams are once again near. Feeling so uneasy everyday as I've not studied.
My mind is constantly filled with two things, exams and you. Thats why I can't concentrate in my books"

"I first met you in 2005 where we were in the same class. You gave me a kind of undescribe feeling. A feeling making me finding means to get close to you everyday. And yup, I've fell in love with you......I was constantly filled with jealously whenever things which I don'i like happens. Haha...maybe I love you too much, can't really control it..."

Those are raw words from my note. Some of the few that made me smiled when I read them. (Ferlyn's 'love' letter is in it too. =p)

So what is Life?
They say Life's Death.
Well, everyone's bound to die someday, that's true.
Today Mum told me something about my grandma at the dining table.
She said;

Ah Ma's calling out to Ah Gong everyday.
Asking him to visit her in her dreams and that she wants to see him.
She does that everyday without fail.
Then one night, Ah Ma had a dream.
She dreamt someone was knocking the door, and she went to open it.
To her horror, what she saw was a 'Ghost' (She describes it).
And 'it' was wearing funeral clothings without a head.

Ah Ma shrieked and got up in the middle of the night.
At this point my heart sank.
I miss Ah Gong very much.
I want him to visit me too, so I can apologise...

~~~

So not matter what, cherish and enjoy what Life's offering to you now.
The answer is to the question is boundless, I can conclude.
There's no definite answer.
So having that knowledge.
Look back in your life now, and start carving your path out for the next ticking seconds.

Life's wonderful,
make use of it

BElieve in
YOUrself...

smile

No matter what troubles that stops you from going on,
Smile.
No matter how much pain that's wrecking your heart,
Smile.
No matter how many bucklet of tears you can fill,
Smile.
Because at the end of the day, Life's sucks.
Except when you
S-M-I-L-E

To all the Life sucks-ers out there, Smiles=)